Feeling sorry for myself is the only thing I good at anymore

The Battle in My Brain: Will it Ever End Because I’d Sure Like to Write Something Other Than a Rambling, Babbling Mess

Stigma. Those of us with a mental illness fight with it every day. If it’s not from people in our everyday life, it’s from people on social media. An innocent tweet about how bad we feel on a certain day can bring ignorant and just plain mean comments from the unwashed masses. Fuck. I’m sorry,…

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There is a Time in Your Life When You Feel Like Saying “Screw It All!”

So many emotions to sift through right now. The anxiety in my belly is making me feel nauseous. That’s why, instead of getting up and working right away, I am writing on this blog. I haven’t written anything for a week, because I have been sick. I contracted some kind of horrible tropical flu. Thought…

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She Couldn’t Handle My Illness so I was Kicked to the Curb

After 18 years of marriage, she didn’t even bother to tell me in person, she just left me a note. I had been in a mental hell for quite a while: depression, anxiety, voices, racing thoughts, paranoia, and suicidal tendencies. I slept much of the time because the only place I felt safe was in…