It’s been cloudy and rainy since Christmas and everyone is feeling gloomy. The neighborhood is usually busy with kids on their bikes and mothers pushing their children around in strollers. None of that has been happening as people have just been staying indoors. I wonder if everyone else is as depressed as my household.
Ever since this bad weather moved in, I have been having terrible aches and pains in my body in addition to the sadness and hopelessness. It almost feels like the flu but I know it’s just a symptom of my depression because I have felt like this before. I hope I get some relief very soon, because the combination of mental and physical pain is making me miserable.
The anxiety too has been eating at me nonstop. I was hoping my doctor would have either increased my dosage of Clonazepam or added something else to help. For some reason, she is waiting to see what will happen. I hate when doctors have a “wait-and-see” attitude. It’s like they ignore everything you tell them. But there is nothing I can do. I just have to trust that she knows what she is doing.
That is how I have been. How have you been doing? Leave a comment and let me know.